2006 北京交流會之回憶錄 |
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一次很難忘的經歷…… 最深刻體會到的是能成為母親的工具，那是一件人生中最美好的事情。當你成為母親的工具，母親會好好照顧你，愛你，讓你知道無時無刻她在你當中，而你亦在她心中。 很有意思，我們一班霎哈嘉士在大年初一踏上（正確一些是爬）長城，由 4歲到60歲一起登上我們祖國的偉大建築。我雖然還很年青，但要這個少少胖多多可愛的身軀登上陡峭而未修復的長城殘段，真是不易；加上平時缺少做運動，就要用盡四肢的力撐上去，天氣又冷，實在是十分辛苦。 沿途我心中只是不停的想 “我不是這個身體……我只是一個純潔的靈”，”要上到頂輪”。終於，到了其中一個烽火台，我已經虛脫，完全無氣無力。當時我只想有一張床讓我好好睡覺。隨即有人開始唱Jogawa，原本很想一齊唱，但實在太倦了，就連抬起手來拍掌的力氣也沒有。我已經不敢想像如何下山。我只好在心中靜靜的跟著唱 “Ude Bai， Ude Bai， Ude Bai， Ude！” 唱了大約二段之後，奇蹟就出現。我突然全身充滿了能量，能載歌載舞。全因為Kundalini(靈量)被喚醒，與上天大我連接後，母親給我們的愛的能量 ── 這個經驗告訴我知：Kundalini一旦被喚醒，就能?破一切肉身層面的問題。之後，我們一起為祖國做班丹，又一起站在長城上大聲念Allah ho Akbar，就這樣，原本一貫灰蒙蒙的北京天空，竟出現了很美的太陽，還有充滿能量的藍天…… 這一切一切彷彿是母親要向我們?示︰她的心已留在中國，她的心已留在我們每個人心中。 |
第二點想分享的是有關交換能量。可能自己一向都有左喉輪的問題，認為自己能量不好，又怕自己不好的能量通過交換能量令對方不好受。所以之前，我較少主動同別人交換能量。不過，經過這次交流會，我有一個新的體會。第一晚的活動就是交換能量，我向三、四個練習者發放能量，每一次開頭時，都感到全身都熱，但這樣不重要，而最重要的是一提升 Kundalini以及很用心對母親祈禱希望她來我們當中，她到我們的頂輪時，所有感覺都不同了…… 此外，我深心感受到我們不只是在交換能量，而是深心感受母親的愛在我們之間溫柔地慢慢流動著。我與他們相處只是短短的三、四天，但那種的交流是很深刻的，彷彿經已連繫在一起了。 |
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到了分享的時段，我真的很感動。上天是何等的偉大﹗有一位北京的練習者，十年前因一次工作的關係，從此眼睛不能看見……………試過很多的方法也醫不好。但練習了 Sahaja大約八個月的她，在不知不覺間慢慢看得見東西，重拾對生命的信心；另一位練習者序述其姊姊的皮膚嚴重敏感的問題及雙腳又痛又腫脹以致不能獨自走路，練習Sahaja只是一個月，明顯地皮膚敏感及雙腳的腫脹已開始消退了不少，現在已可以獨自開車出外。隨即令我想起在四褔音中，耶穌基督施行神蹟，使看不到的人看到了，使麻風病人從此不再受惡魔的纏繞……在現今的社會中，這些神蹟再一次出現，上天一直愛著我們（人類），只是我們不能與衪聯繫。Jay Shri Mataji﹗這裡就是神的國度﹗Shri Mataji的偉大降世，令我們終於能重新一次回到創造及孕育天地萬物的天父地母的懷抱中，好好享受這宇宙中愛的大海洋﹗ Bolo Shri Adi Shakti Mataji Shri Nirmala Devi Ki-Jay ！ Ki-Jay！Ki-Jay ﹗ |
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Beijing Seminar 2006 Recollection |
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What an unforgettable experience. Now I deeply realize how beautiful it is in one's life to become an instrument of Mother. When you become Mother's instrument, Mother looks after you well, loves you, and lets you know she stays constantly with you, but you also stay in Her heart. Very meaningfully, we Sahaja Yogis, from 4 year-old up to 60 year-old, on the Lunar New Year's Day together went up ( more correctly somewhat crawled up) the Great Wall, the magnificent architecture of our motherland. Although I am still very young, with this body being a somewhat overweight and so much lovable creature, hiking up the steep and un-recovered broken sections of the Great Wall was really not something easy; in addition, i usually lack physical exercise, together with the cold weather, i had to exhaust all my four limbs to persist on the journey, which was really extremely laborious. Along the way in my heart I only kept thinking "I am not this body... I am only a pure spirit ", " I should go up to the Sahasrara ". At last, when we arrived at a beacon tower, I was already drained off, completely exhausted. At that time I only desire a bed to take a good sleep. |
At that moment some started to sing “Jogawa”. Originally I really wanted to join , but I was really too weak and tired to do so, even without any strength to clap the hands. I already dared not imagine how to descend from the mountain. I could only silently sing in heart "Ude Bai, Ude Bai, Ude Bai, Ude!" After about two stanzas, miracles appeared. Suddenly my whole body was filled with energy, I could sing and dance. All because the Kundalini was awakened, connecting to the universal Oneness of the Divine, then Mother granted us the energy of love - this experience simply tells us: once Kundalini is awakened, one can break through all problems of this mortal body. Afterwards, together we did bhandans for the Motherland, also stood together on the Great Wall we loudly chanted “Allah ho Akbar”. As such, in the usually grey Beijing sky there unexpectedly appeared the very beautiful sun, and a blue sky filled with energy... With all this, as if Mother wants to reveal to us︰She has left Her heart n China, and her heart stays in the heart of each single one of us. |
The second thing to share relates to exchanging vibration. Possibly I usually suffer from left side problems, and keep thinking my own vibration is not good, and fear my own bad vibration will make others feel uncomfortable. Therefore, in the past, I seldom actively join exchanging vibration with others. However, after this seminar, I acquire a new experience and understanding. During the first night activity, I give vibration to three or four local yogis, at the beginning all of them made me feel hot throughout the body , but that was not important at all. The most important thing is but as soon as the Kundalini roseup, together with our heartfelt prayer for Mother to be with us, to stay at our Sahasrara Chakra, all the feelings was completely different... ... |
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In addition, I deeply felt that we were not only exchanging vibration, but also enjoying the slow and gentle flow of Mother's love among us. Getting along together only for a short period of three or four days, but that kind of exchange is very profound, as if already we are connection together. During the session of experience sharing, I was really touched. How great is the Divine ﹗ A Beijing yogini told the story how she became blind ten years ago due to her job. She tried many methods but could not be cured. But after practicing Sahaja for about eight months, slowly she can see things, and again picked up her confidence towards life; Another yogini told that her elder sister used to suffer from serious skin problem of allergy and suffer from strong pain and swelling on |
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both legs so she could hardly walk by herself. However, after practising Sahaja for only a month, obviously the skin problem and swelling of the legs started to abate. Now she can go out and drive alone. Immediately it reminded me of the Gospel, in which Jesus Christ performed miracles, making the blind see, causing the leper no longer suffer from evil experience...Nowadays in society, this kind of miracles appear again. God always loves us (humanity), only that we cannot connect with Him. Jay Shri Mataji ﹗ Here it is Gods domain﹗ With the great advent of Shri Mataj, we finally are able again to return to Father in Heaven and Mother on Earth who create and nourish the whole universe, and now we enjoys the big ocean of universal love﹗Bolo Shri Adi Shakti Mataji Shri Nirmala Devi Ki-Jay ！ Ki-Jay！Ki-Jay ﹗ |